Even if you carry out your delusion in the real world, you still feel empty.
|Even if you carried out your delusion in the real world, you were actually excited only for an instant. Then in the end, you still crave for love.
How's my mind reading?
When you carried out your delusion, you thought that something was wrong immediately. There might be an instant excitement for you, of course. But soon after that, you lost the excitement because something went wrong. Then you felt even more empty and vain than before.
Perhaps you may think that you can do it better the next time, don't you? You just failed a little bit at that time. The next time, you believe that you would certainly get the highest pleasure.